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| Nov. 15th, 2006 |
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Another just for me to remember
jadedwolf2 (11/15/2006 8:28:21 AM): Michael took me to Dr. yesterday, my hands and arms are so bad I cried trying to get dressed. The Dr. gave me twice the amount of steroid shot that he gave me before and sent me home to bed. Told me to stay out of the cold, stay in bed most the time and when I have to come out to go to Dr. to bundle up very warm. I've progressed into the 3 rd stage of RA and he was hoping to hold that off for a few more years.
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| Micheal |
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| Nov. 7th, 2006 |
04:02 pm | |
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jadedwolf2 (11/7/2006 2:58:55 PM): I have bad news
jadedwolf2 (11/7/2006 2:59:12 PM): we went to court today
jadedwolf2 (11/7/2006 3:05:02 PM): Michael was involved in that robbery he was
drunk , he has until March 5th to tell who the other 2 boys names that were with
him, if he don't give their names he'll go to prision, if he does he'll only get
2 years probation and they will offer the other two boys probation if they will
come forward
jadedwolf2 (11/7/2006 3:06:45 PM): Michael told me he was safer locked up than
telling who was with him I know who was with him but I wasn't there so that
doesn't help him
jadedwolf2 (11/7/2006 3:07:01 PM): I don't know what to do now any advice
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| Just cause I need to remember... |
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| Nov. 1st, 2006 |
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jadedwolf2 (11/1/2006 6:27:47 PM): I thought I'd let you know Michael cut 1/4 of his finger off today working on mom floors he was cutting tile to fit and thats how he done it. Grandma said he almost past out before she got him to the ER cause he had lost so much blood by the time she got him there. Luckily he didn't cut the bone off. They couldn't stitch it the way it was cut so they used that new glue stuff and he has 3 layers of bandages and then some kind of harness thing over his hand and wrist to protect it while it heals. He got a job and starts friday he says he's gona start even with his hand bandage cause he don't want to mess up the job he has looked so long for a job.I love you I'm gona go rest. Oh Kayla and jay came over to see me they were apt. hunting. I love you mom
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| Ethan |
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| Sep. 29th, 2006 |
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Well a surprising update on my things with my sons Mother, she is being really nice which is so odd. I think she has finally grown up some. Anyway she has sent me several pic of Ethan which made me very happy. Well that is all for now, keeping it short and sweet.
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| Blargh |
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| Sep. 29th, 2006 |
09:27 am | |
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Sex is not worth it, why do women get mad when you wont have sex with them.
Why are feelings attached to sex so freely.
Why do I get into these things and blah blah blah.....
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| Ghost from the past.... |
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| Sep. 19th, 2006 |
01:37 pm | |
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My son's mother just contacted me on Myspace. I never saw this coming. I guess she is bored and wants to play with mine and my son's head again. This should be real fucking fun. More to come I promise.....
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| Visit |
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| Sep. 15th, 2006 |
02:41 pm | |
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My friends from Ohio are coming down for the weekend to visit. I am happy I love hanging out with them. Rob is bringing his tools to lok at the car I might be buying from Jim. It has been wrecked so we are going to see if it is worth fixing before I buy it.
My sister just came over, her and her old man got into it and he kicked her out. I really don't like this guy and never have. How the hell can you put your child and mother of your child out on the streets. I am going to hurt this guy one of these days.
I start a job on Monday, babysitting my friend Jim's daughter durning the week that is so great. I love thier little girl she is such a sweetheart. I am only getting 75 a week but that is more than I was getting.
Well guess that is it for now. Won't have time to update again till after the weekend I will be gone all weekend as usual.
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| Hmmmmmmmmmm |
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| Sep. 11th, 2006 |
01:16 pm | |
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Well I am trying to think of what is worth writting about other than the fact that my friend Jez in Florida, wants me to come do some modeling for her website with her. Ok first what is wrong with everyones eyes me a goth fetish model I don't see it. Don't get me wrong I would love to do it I just don't find myself that good looking. I would love to get back into doing some live BDSM shows gods it has been years. I have no connections to the community here and all my toys have been lost stolen or whatever the hell happens to my stuff. I need to get my leather working equipment I am getting request for things for Halloween costumes and really need to make some things since it has been a while. I really want to make a couple new whips.
Well the couple I played with over Labor day weekend are now having problems. I apperently awoke a part of her that had been repressed for a while now and since her husband is very vanilla it is causing problems. Why is it when I bring out the best in people others have a problem with it. Well I hope they can get it figured out because I am only here for the pleasure part not the problem part.
My friends Jim and Sara where fighting the other day and Sara asked me something about it and I was like I have no clue she was like no you just don't want to get in the middle. I said your right I am not in the relationship so I don't have to get in it and don't want in it. I don't think she liked my answer, but what the hell it is not my relationship.
Speaking of relationships, Jo wants me back and I am not ready for it. I t is killing me though because she is hurting so much. I just really don't know what to do I am happier at this moment not being involed and having to deal with the fights and problems right now, however I love her and want to help her and see her happy. Well know she can't be happy without me and a month ago she couldn't be happy with me. I miss the hell out of her but I can't jump back into this right now.
To be honest I think I am going to try and going to Florida for a few weeks or so after Halloween to see about doing this Modeling thing andsee where that goes. I am pretty sure ther is no chance of me going to Ohio now since problems have arose there and I was never to interested in going in the first place. It did sound fun since I love to move around and it would be a new place for me to check out.
Well I guess that is about it for now oh wait no. My friends Jim and Sara saved my cat for me and he is staying at thier house now which is great, because I can see him often now.
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| Dinner at Maggiano's |
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| Sep. 9th, 2006 |
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Well Last night was very nice, dinner was excellent. Owen took us all out to Maggiano's, a very nice Itallian place. We had reservations at 5:30 and arrive about 5 mins early. I loved the atmosphere of this place right off the bat. The food was great, I had Veal served in a piccatta sauce on a bed of spinach, it was wonderful. I drank two glasses of Ruffino Chianti Classico a very good red wine, one of my favorites. It had been awhile since I had wine so that was a treat in it's self. Well for dessert I had Tirmasu and a Cappacino with a double shot expresso needless to say dessert was awesome.
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| Really need to update......... |
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| Sep. 4th, 2006 |
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Yes I really do after this weekend but I am to tired and wore out to remember it all, and I don't want to put it down wrong. Let's just say for now I had a great weekend, I am bitten, scratched and brusied for it and as always it was so well worth it. Anyway I need sleep and Recovery so I will write this all up later.
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| Great start to my day... |
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| Aug. 30th, 2006 |
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something tells me this is gonong to be one of those days. I woke up and about 15 mins later get sick(I so love having ulcers), now I am all shaky,weak, and dizzy.....so now lets see what the rest of the day has in store for me.
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| Hrm |
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| Aug. 28th, 2006 |
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Well last night Jo left me due to me being a failure, what else is new. I put off getting my ID so long that apparently that makes me a worthless bum. I have had so much to do with going back and forth to KY to help out my family that getting a job before going made no sense. I should have already had my ID but well I just have been putting it off. I hate asking Andrea for anymore money to get it and when I was at my Mom's she said that she would get my BC for me at the begining of the month, I didn't really want her to do it for me, but it seems I have to because I can't get it without her cause I have no ID. I am sick and tired of sitting around doing nothing. Jo bitched about me smoking weed again after we had a talk on Andrea's porch about me being able to smoke occasionally she was fine with it when we talked about it had a witness right there and now it is a problem because I spent the weekend with friends celebrating my Birthday which other than Jo saying happy birthday to me no one else gave a shit it was my birthday except for Jim and Sara whom took me to dinner and a show and had me over all weekend. So now according to Jo I am bumming off of them because I was there for 3 days at thier request. She seems to think I enjoy sitting around not working well she is wrong, I fucking hate it and have been bitching about it for a while now. What the fuck does it matter anyway if it wasn't this she would have found some other reason. I know she hasn't been happy with me she never was. Sorry I couldn't make you happy, sorry that it made sense not to start a job somewhere when I would be making all these trips to KY and no Job would put up with that. Speaking of KY I have been seriously considering moving there because of my Family needing help and it is also a place I can stay away from drugs easier and focus on my life and getting it straightened out once and for all. I had one problem with that and that was Jo and Kaleb being farther away from them, I didn't want to do that well now that is not a problem so I will put more thought into that. The only problem I see with that is I want to get into school for computers and there is not many places for that where my family lives in KY. I wish shit was easier, I would have my ID by now and since all my KY trips are over I could get a job now. Well with any luck my friend Jason can get me working with him and I don't need a ID, just waiting for him to get off work so I can call and talk to him about it. I am really upset that Jo didn't talk to me about any of this before leaving me and that she doesn't see that with all the trips I had to make to KY to do family things I didn't have time for getting a job that i would be missing weeks worth of work because of these trips. I hate losing her but if this is the way she feels I can't change that. I wish it was different and only I could have made it different but I didn't do things fast enough for her and lat her down yet again. I do wish one thing that there had been more comunication between us since this was bothering her so much. She has not said anything to me at all, and then breaks up with me last night. Oh well it is what I get right. So be it. I need to get off her and call my mom and let her know that I need her help getting my BC. I am really mad at myself for waiting so long cause I really want to be working again, I hate feeling like a emcumburance on my friends and family. I hate not helping out with anything but house work and the kids. Well new chapter in my life lets see how this one goes.
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| well this is not working |
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| Aug. 28th, 2006 |
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I am trying to get my ID and this is not working very well. In order to get my Id i need some kind of ID. Well I have nothing at all. I cant get my birth certificate with out ID, I can't get my ID without my Birth certificate. Everything else they ask for I don't have. So in order to do this I have to have my mother get my BC then waut for it to come back. It is really messed up that I can not even get a copy of my own BC. Anyway this is a major pain in the ass and is really pissing me off. I shouldn't even have to be doing this my ID was in my wallet and now its fucking gone and I have to suffer for the shit that I didn't even do. Well I guess I will get my mother to do this for me and wait another two weeks then get my ID and get things moving. This is such a hassel for something that we must have you think it wouldn't be so hard to get, but of course since ID theft is so abundant it is. It is bad enough that I have procrastinated the shit out of doing this now it will be another 2 weeks or so before I even get my BC and can start worrying about my SS card and ID. It wouldn't be so bad but I really need to get back to work. I think I will call my friend Jason and see if I can't get some work with him at least I don't need my ID right away if he can get me a job with him, so we will see.
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| Aug. 3rd, 2006 |
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Well so I am leaving tonight not tommorow. Which is really meed up cause i am not ready blargh. Well now i go run around like a chicken with my head cutoff. I will try to get on at my moms if not see everyone in about 2 weeks.
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